On Thursday we visited a psychiatric hospital that I think was located in Las Tablas. It has been open for exactly 40 years and I have to say, I felt like I entered a time warp back to the mid 60s circa ‘One Flew Over the Cuckoo’s Nest’ when I entered the facility. It was not modern by any stretch of the imagination. In many ways it felt like an animal shelter that housed people, in terms of its physical appearance and amenities. I must stress that I felt that the patients were treated with kindness and understanding, but again, the facility was lacking. Luckily a new facility is being built right next door to replace this one.
I enjoyed my psych rotation at Sarasota Memorial immensely and have always been fascinated by psychology. It’s been one of primary hobbies since I was just a teenager. I have read countless books about evolutionary psychology, the psychology of sex, gambling, sales, you name it. I only say this to preface that I tend to find all people fascinating. Also, my gut feeling about people is that in general we are all crazy, it’s just that a majority of us are the same kind of crazy and are unable to recognize our insanity because no one tells us any different. I know that’s not scholastically correct, but it’s how I view the world. So, given this view of people, I tend to feel comfortable around most types of people because I feel we all share more in common than we have differences. Unless I feel physically threatened, I tend to feel moderately at ease around most people. At no point on this day did I feel I was in harm’s way, so I should have felt comfortable. Well…. J In walking down the men’s area I was expecting the men to get somewhat riled up over the fact that 6 young, attractive females had just entered their space. This actually did not happen, which surprised me. They kept mainly to themselves when myself and the female students progressed on our tour.
It was when we entered the female section of the facility that I was totally caught off guard. Literally within seconds of entering the female area I had women trying to give me (well, one succeeded) kisses and flirting aggressively with me. One women went literally hysterical with emotions and was taken outside. I must say, this was the last thing I expected. I began to feel uncomfortable because I don’t like to be the center of attention and I also don’t like to cause other’s pain. I also didn’t like the females in my group making comments about it. I was hoping to be a more casual observer on this day and interact in my own way. So anyway, it was an odd situation for me. I later found out we were going to go back and dance. “Oh boy”, I thought. I did dance and did my best, but I will admit it was uncomfortable.
One thing that I noticed was different about this facility was that the patients (at least some) appeared to be able to leave and come back when they wanted to. Beyond a shadow of a doubt this would not happen in the USA. To me this embodied a difference I felt the entire time in Panama. I felt a sense of community and trust among people in Panama that I rarely experience in the States. It’s very sad that I have to say this, but it’s true.